The Last Post

So this is what it took. Haha, I am so happy for you.
You've left your mark

weird.

It's Different This Time Around...

"I think you know what you need to do. But it's not like you haven't tried it before."

Fluxy

I have no idea what it was like to know the 14-year-old, kleptomaniac, sk8rboi I envision you to have been. So why does listening to The Early November give me this overwhelming feeling of nostalgia for nonexistent memories with you? We both knew that you could read me like a Judy Bloom book. Maybe, just maybe, I possessed the same vision into your soul. I just never knew how to put it into words, never could quite express it, never could quite mount that wall.

El Segundo

All dramatic notions aside, and put quite simply, if you were first then you wouldn't be second. But the fact of the matter, as a matter of fact, is that none of this even matters in any factual, fantastical, or functional sense. Because what is done is done. This is what we tell ourselves. Then there are the whispers that I drown out.

Dry Roasted

It may appear as if I am nuts. Yes, I most likely am. It may appear as if I am stuck on something. Naaaaaaah.../

Mirror

A girl's worst enemy. Your favorite poem. What I, unfortunately, feel is the tie between myself and this girl that I have never seen- we are reflections of each other. Mirror. I hope so badly that in your mind you don't mesh us together into one twisted, selfish person. It's crazy though, because before I wanted so badly for her to do what I couldn't. Thinking back, that would have meant that I wanted to somehow live through her, have this whack connection to her. I know that at a point in time I also tried to have my cake and eat it too. I mean, I always told the truth but it doesn't mean I didn't do things I probably shouldn't have done..I guess I can speak for her also when I say that you make it hard to give you up by just being you.